Re-Evaluating

I hate when I say I'm going to do something and then I can't do it. If I say I'm going to do it, I'm going to do it. Unfortunately, life has this way of making sure you can't actually do it. This is my biggest pet peave and it eats and eats at me. So what does this have to do with my blog? First, I officially gave up on a running A-frame with Brink today. This bothers me because I know I could train him to do it, except I have no way of getting an A-frame and probably won't be able to get one for years, so I have to go to a 2 on, 2 off, because I can train that behavior in my back yard. So, that was an easy solution and I should let it go, right? I'll be happier in the long run that I decided to do this.
Now for all the other things planned in 2011. Trying out for world team-I still want to do this, even though I have no expectation of making the team at this point. The problem is that I don't know if I will actually be able to go to any of the regionals I have planned. This also affects the goal of doing my Half-Ironman in Ireland in September. I really liked when my only worry was whether or not I could get the time off to go do the stuff I wanted to do or said I was going to do.
Unfortunately, I need to get my business off the ground to be able to do all the things I said I was going to do. And now I'm playing the waiting game...